why is it, that some times like... i can do no wrong, and then other times every thing i do turns to shit. it happens to every one.
sounds like a stupid question that can be answered with one of those stupid 'well, that's life' answers, but like, it's not just some things going wrong, or some things going right, it's EVERY thing.
ah well.

everything needs to slow down, well, i think it is actually, i still feel uneasy though. Almost lost everything, almost. I think it will be okay, for a while i didn't, but yeah, it has to be alright, doesn't it?
i guess i fell from grace, hard, lol.

ha, i used to think, yeah, you'll be gone soon, because you i'm too outrageously stupid when it comes to this for you, so i thought, come and have a go then, you must think you're hard enough for the shit i do, and idk... maybe you are? you're still here, after all. it's confusing me. i thought i'd live a life of solitude.

it's okay, okay?

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